I recently took a job with the San Antonio Spurs last week as a sales rep.  I don’t think that it has really sunk in yet that i’m going to be working full-time, like from 7-7, monday through friday.  I just get so caught up here with crazy hours and unusual schedules that I really have no idea what to expect from a real world environment, sitting at a desk working at the same place all day.  Is it wrong that i’m a little nervous about all of that?  I’ve worked hard, sacrificed an extra year of paying for college to get to this point, this job and i’m sort of in a “now what” stage.  Thank God that I have the privledge to marry Jess this summer because that has just filled me with so much certainty and security that I can’t even describe.  I really think that if I was just a single guy moving to a new city with a new job, knowing virtually no one I would freak out.

Also, nothing will fuel your determination to be a great husband more than constant interaction and bickering between your divorced parents.  As hurtful it was for them to be apart for myself and mainly my mother, I feel almost ironically blessed to have that example of what sin can do to a marriage.

I’ve been meaning to write during the summer, but I forgot my password and couldn’t get it fixed.  However, I’m back and better than ever.  I’m defnitely going to make time to update yall on this summer, my experiences, what I learned, and how I grew.  Til then, it’s college football time.

It’s been a while since i’ve put thoughts on paper, much less a website, but I believe that it is time to start again.  Oh yes, i’ve heard the call, and I will answer it.  I hope to keep all of yall updated on what’s going on in my life, from pinecove this summer, to the job search of next year, and the life of a 5th year senior taking 14 hours over the course of a year, not a semester.  I would post more thoughts of self discovery at the moment, but i’m really quite tired after driving back from Dallas tonight.